Beginning yesterday in the morning I began with that all encompassing feeling of fatigue. I know that I’ve tried to explain it before, but I find no words to do it. I love Peanut to the end of the earth but I can’t even muster up the energy to talk to her, to listen to her, to be around her. I have trouble moving my body, my limbs. My mind moves slower. I have trouble speaking.
I was supposed to go to Bible Study but I knew I couldn’t drive or think. I ended up not going. So I stayed home and I went to sleep. I slept the whole morning and afternoon. I had trouble waking up to pick up Peanut from school. I almost slept through it. Hubby had to call me twice to wake me up. I drove in a daze and it probably wasn’t safe. But I had no choice.
I feel guilty because I totally ignored Peanut. Guilt is such a part of being chronically sick.
Here’s something that I missed yesterday thinking that I was going to Bible Study and then getting a haircut:
You poor thing, this has got to be so incredibly frustrating for you – especially not knowing when the overwhelming tiredness is going to hit you and having your plans ruined. Hope you feel better soon!
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I can’t imagine how frustrating that must be to go through… ((Connie))