I know that I have a thick skull. I know that I am stubborn. I’m praying for a change and working on it too. But I haven’t reached that level of acceptance yet so here I am complaining about how I can’t stand feeling like a lump on a log for three days now.
I’ve been in bed, under the covers trying to stay awake, unsuccessfully I might add. Yes it’s that old “I can’t keep my eye’s open no matter how hard” I try slump. And you know what? It still make me so angry!! I hate feeling so useless. I hate not being able to talk to Peanut about her day, to carry on any conversation without yawning and not really catching all of it.
So I move from my bed to the couch when I can. I leave the TV on so maybe that will keep me awake but I even fell asleep during Lost. In bed I strain my neck to see the news on the Presidential Conventions, wishing I had a tv wall mount but nothing keeps my eyes open.
I’ve lost count on how many hours I’ve slept. I know it’s too many. This post took me forever to write because I can’t concentrate, my spelling is awful and I think I re-wrote the same sentence or phrase a few times. Thank goodness for spell and grammar check.
Goodnight, zzzzzzzzzzz
Wake-up kiddo ^^, it’s monday already!
Oh darn! I must be sleeping too. (*looks at the pc time)
It’s only 2:pm Sunday in my time zone. Sorry about that.
Well, believe me I can emphatize. I occasionally goes through a period of slump and can’t seem to accomplish anything productive or profitable. ‘Til now I don’t know how I get out of it. Although, I think realizing that you are in a slump is the first step and 50% of the solution. The ‘getting-out’ part is quite difficult, but it can be done. I just don’t know how I do it. Am sorry I could not be of help there kiddo.
Btw, great blog here.
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