The funeral today was difficult in more ways than one. To see my friend who’ve I’ve cried to, who has comforted and helped me be so sad made me feel terrible. I’ve been praying for her and her family since I heard the news of her husband’s death. I will continue to do so.
I was totally drained after the funeral. I haven’t been feeling well any way. Crying and getting so emotional made me feel worse. A lot of people were going back to my friend’s house after the funeral but I knew I had to get a chore done and then get home to rest a bit.
I had to pay a bill at a local store but before I did I had to eat something and take my meds. The quickest place I could get to was a fast food place. The parking lot was full. I waited a bit until someone pulled out of a spot. As they backed I had trouble seeing. The sun must have hit their truck bed liner and caught me in the eyes. Just what I needed.
I hurried into the place, ordered the healthiest thing I could find and took my meds. As I sat alone the memories of my friend’s grief came back to me. I had to hold back the tears. Please pray for her and her daughters.
