It was tough day today. My eyes felt so dry, gritty and hurt so bad. My throat was like sand. Everyone who doesn’t know me very well asked me if I had a cold or just woke up. Sjogren’s was rearing it’s ugly head again. If there was one thing I could wish for it would be that I could know when a flare would hit.
I could plan around it. I could rest up before it. I’d cook a few meals before hand, do all of the laundry, get the groceries that I was planning on getting, you know just get real life stuff done. So on it goes, pushing myself to the limits is the worst thing I can do, but sometimes I just have to. Peanut is cranky after school and needs some extra attention. A friend calls and wants to vent. Dinner isn’t cooked yet. One load of laundry must be done for a red shirt that has to be be worn on a field trip. Tomorrow I’ll rest…
I did get to take a break though after all. I’m telling you I am hooked on Sundance Channel. Tonight I saw Love + Hate. Although my eyes are so dry I can still cry and I did after watching this movie. Sappy, yes. But it was touching.
